tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69667522011-04-21T11:26:48.384-07:00nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1093706699482936152004-08-28T08:19:00.000-07:002004-08-28T08:24:59.483-07:00jangan rangkum aku bola <br />dari sirkum 180 derajat <br />yang tercitrakan di retina. <br />karena yang kau genggam <br />adalah satu jemariku. <br /> <br />ada sebagian dia yang menyangka <br />lapisan daging di sekujurku <br />sungguh mengakar jiwa. <br />padahal adalah seperti <br />tinta seekor cumi cumi. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-109370669948293615?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1087313216068352702004-06-15T08:25:00.000-07:002004-06-15T08:26:56.066-07:00dimana? <br />ada canting dan bongkahan lilin, <br />tapi juga sekotak peluru, <br />juga kertas putih, tiada habis <br />menyerap setiap sapuan kuasku. <br /> <br />Di situ, <br />tidak lagi perlu kukunyah <br />petal-petal bunga lili <br />yang hanya akan mengendap <br />di dasar lambung. <br /> <br />Di situ, <br />langitnya akan selipkan <br />serat surya. <br />Menyerempet dahi dan helai helai terurai <br />dan nyalakan sekujur raga. <br /> <br />Di situ, <br />dapat kusemat ratusan lili <br />yang mekar dari sela kulitku. <br />Dan tidak akan mereka layu! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108731321606835270?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1085476102824033232004-05-25T02:07:00.001-07:002004-05-25T02:11:03.643-07:00I’m scraping the pieces of skin that left me. <br />Putting it all back. <br />Working out the puzzle. <br />A rewind going forward. <br />Welding back my armor. <br />To sit still <br />in fore sighting. <br />Limbering. <br />Recognizing the map of my veins. <br />Resetting my timer. <br />Stretching the catapult. <br /> <br />Pause. <br /> <br />Allow me to mystify. <br /> <br />Wait. <br /> <br />No, not yet. <br /> <br />Just a few drops’ while <br /> <br />Ok now. <br /> <br />Play. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108547610282403323?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1085287110528481922004-05-22T21:35:00.000-07:002004-05-22T21:38:30.526-07:00it happened again. how could one leash one's tongue? maybe i should get a needle and thread. and stitch a zipper along my lips. but with my own two hands? it will be too tempting to stop before i even got halfway... regardless of how the pain would be ecstatically beautiful.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108528711052848192?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1084608865546166432004-05-15T01:09:00.000-07:002004-05-15T01:26:20.773-07:00lengkung lengkung bayang <br />mengucap pasir <br />tersapu awan <br /> <br />seorang asing <br />berbagi kesendirian <br />di sela sela jalur angin <br /> <br />kelingking, <br />telunjuk, <br />dan ibu jariku <br />berjalin, <br />menganyam keutuhan... <br />diri. <br /> <br />sarat akan nyawa <br />aku <br />di bawah rentangan biru, <br />arak arakan gulali raksasa, <br />menyimak <br />ajaib senja.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108460886554616643?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1084434827767617042004-05-13T00:49:00.000-07:002004-05-13T00:53:47.766-07:00dia bersuara, <br />dan sebilah pisau <br />menoreh dari ulu hati. <br /> <br />ataukah seribu jarum <br />berbaris rapih <br />di hadapan sekujurku. <br />dan serempak bergerak, <br />menusuk <br />sampai pentulnya <br />bertemu kulitku. <br /> <br />karena aku <br />tidak tahu jalan ke monas. <br /> <br />sesungguhnya, <br />dia hanya bersuara. <br />dan aku adalah selaput rentan.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108443482776761704?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1084434356051539182004-05-13T00:43:00.001-07:002004-05-22T21:32:33.116-07:00gemuruh bergaung <br />berpantul beranak pinak <br />di belah dalam tengkorakku <br />yang benihnya satu serat benang <br />yang adalah hampir tiada<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108443435605153918?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1084434089988924182004-05-13T00:37:00.001-07:002004-05-13T00:47:32.876-07:00kisah itu <br />magnit bagi pandangku <br />ke satu titik sudut <br />yang dengan beribu titik peluh <br />aku acuh <br />and in fraction of a second <br />everything fast forwards <br />but my eyes work 10 fps <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108443408998892418?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6966752.post-1084372459615479822004-05-12T07:33:00.000-07:002004-05-25T02:36:32.956-07:00yang seonggok kini hidup <br />oleh sang nyawa <br /> <br /> <br />terhenyak dari semu: <br />mencerna pucuk pucuk lembut <br />menarikan angin, <br />rasakan kokoh akarnya <br />cengkeram dalam pijaknya, <br />yakini ke ara-annya <br /> <br /> <br />sang ara hidup <br />oleh sang nyawa <br /> <br /> <br />dan saatnya datang <br />senyap <br />rasuki setiap jengkal raga <br />doa pada sang kala tidaklah bijak <br /> <br /> <br />maka <br />sang nyawa berbaur hawa <br />benih tertanam, tumbuh, berbekas <br /> <br /> <br />sang ara tetap hidup <br />oleh sang nyawa <br />yang pernah singgah <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6966752-108437245961547982?l=nnyn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>nnynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00732637806001239805noreply@blogger.com0